...not playing roulette or poker but with people.
I love to play with other people - not to use them, not without respect for them and not because I want to impose might on them.
My addiction is to define the limits of relationships by exceeding them - and this leads into desaster

a quote of Nietzsche - an absolutly important motto in my life - maybe the most important one.
I think the primorial task in our life is to live ourselves, to get empty inside, to get rid of everydays rubbish and to have time for intense thoughts and feelings.
This is the only way to entrust myself to somebody else in sincere solidarity and to be a real soulmate.
I have the strong desire to reach the state of inner emptiness again and again to be able to fill my mind with important thoughts and my heart with kindest feelings.
I would like to pass these words on to all the people I am very attached to, to give them the chance to realize the task in life and to accept faithfully the course of the world.

I want to believe in my own version of reality
and take the risk to be wrong.
I want to allow being touched inside
by something I don't believe to exist.